Amy

September 11th for so many is the anniversary of something HORRIBLE, but it is also my sister's birthday.  For the past 21 years, I have had to wish her a Happy Birthday at her grave.  Something that no sister, mother father, aunt, uncle, brother or friend should ever have to do.  I miss my sister.  I miss the relationship that we had, and the relationship that we have been cheated out of.  I miss being the "middle" child, instead when people assume that I am the "oldest" I have to tell them that I am the "oldest living" child.  I just miss her.